9 January 2015

And yet

I want this. Momentary unknown
lack of control and sweet non definition.

And yet.

I hate it. Momentary unknown
borderline anxiety hyper sensitivity
to the slightest movement
thiswaythatway.

Paralysed (in my head) by thought clouds
streamingscreamingwhywhatnowwhywhatthe

Not knowing,
a surrender of my hands to the sky
and the timing of some master
clockmakergardenerpruner
to make it all mature, complete
grow it Sir, I wait for your tune
to dance

- And yet.

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